I just remembered that time at the market
snuck up behind me and jumped on my shopping cart
And rode down aisle five
you looked behind you and smiled back at me
crashed into a rack full of magazines
they asked us if we could leave.
Can't remember what went wrong last September
though i'm sure you'd remind me, if you had to
Our love was, comfortable and so broken in
I sleep with this new girl I’m still getting used to
My friends all approve, say "she’s gonna be good for you."
They throw me high fives.
She says the Bible is all that she reads.
and prefers that I not use profanity
Your mouth was so dirty
Life of the party,
And she swears that she’s artsy,
But you could distinguish Miles from Coltrane
Our love was comfortable and so broken in.
She’s perfect
So flawless,
Or so they say.
She thinks I can’t see the smile that she's fakin
Poses for pictures that aren’t being taken.
I loved you
grey sweat pants
No make up
So perfect
Our love was comfortable and so broken in.
She’s perfect
So flawless
I’m not impressed
I want you back
Comfortable -John Mayer
Thursday, June 25, 2009 Pointless
Things were alot simpler and happier. I'm fighting very hard but I'm getting tired.
In Jesus' name at 3:59 PM
Tuesday, June 16, 2009 Moving Along
Even the biggest and strongest of things get broken. At some time, and some place. Sadly, hardly anything stays as it was, as much as you wished it to be. Then I'd say, it takes nerves and courage to venture into these inevitable uncertainties.
Honestly I'm scared and don't know what to do. I wished things never changed. Life beats you down to size.
In Jesus' name at 5:15 PM
Monday, May 18, 2009 Let down
How come I put all my heart and soul into something/someone, all I get back is disappointment...
Maybe I've not done my best. Perhaps I just really am not good enough.
There's irony when I look into the mirror.
In Jesus' name at 1:29 AM
Sunday, April 12, 2009 Face of Youth
Clearly, it's hard to get all that you want. It's been rough and I'm barely making it through the thin thread. I'm mustering every ounce of patience that's inside and I think I'm running dry of it all. It takes a big heart to be understanding and that's what I've been wrestling with for all eternity. I think I'd be afraid to hear what people would have to say if they were given an assignment to critique me. Well for all that it's worth, I've been giving it my best.
Sleep becomes a distant friend. It doesn't help when you're living every moment on your toes. Nothing is more tiring when you have no reason or purpose for the things that you do. Morale seems to be the deciding factor. Sadly there's no other option but to move on. I can only wish time passes by til I'm through.
I think the world hates me.
In Jesus' name at 1:19 AM
Saturday, April 11, 2009
If I could have one person...
I'm gonna marry Hayley Williams =P
I think she's the cutest.
In Jesus' name at 6:10 PM
Saturday, March 07, 2009 Privilege
In the new covenant, they are all priests of God.
In the new covenant, in everyone dwells the spirit of God
In the new covenant, everyone is allowed to come as near as He desires.
Oh how much have I despised Your name, that I have not come to know of it. You don't NEED me at all. But it is within Your heart of passion that makes You WANT me.
What we are to do is no duty, and no service. Rather it is privilege given to those who are set apart. To those who are called Sons and Daughters of the Most High.
In Jesus' name at 2:04 PM
Sunday, February 22, 2009 Settled
There wasn't a reason in sight. No possible explanation for something I was completely unprepared for. I wrestled and turned away.
But you answered as I was hoping intensely you would. I should never have doubted you. I've to have absolute faith in whatever you're doing. You're in control and I surrender.
Man continue to fail me but you never change. In whom can I put my hope in but you ?
In Jesus' name at 8:44 PM
me
Ian, 20
Child of God
Humble Worshipper
I love
my Heavenly Father
Worshipping Him
Drawing and painting
Animals
Children
Nature, the sky and sea
